Hey Guy's,

So as some might now I have had some struggles after the person who copied my posts and copied from my at the time friend. The guy who copied does it to others on facebook and his other pages as well so look out for that. If you want to know his name you can find it in my other post. Anyway since the last month some things have changed. Not only have I been accepted in my school while everyone didn’t believe I would get in and needed a second choice I also found someone I love right now very much.

I had doubts to post this because some people might not approve and I didn’t want to post it early on because that would seem weird. Right now we have been a month toghter and it has been one of my better months this year. He just came in my life after one of my bests months this year what I don’t have to often but he did.

I have had some rough days where my depression kicks in very badly but he sticks by me until it gets better what means the world to me. I can’t show him physically how much I love him because its hard to do but I can do it with actions and gifts. I am glad he came into my life and I want to share that with everyone. It’s something I am proud of and am so happy about.

He is so caring as well as sweet and sometimes he jokes around and talks like he is a drama queen what is funny to see. I am surprised he fell in love with me and I with him because I didn’t believe love would happen for me. I also feel good in this relationship what in another relationship in the past wasn’t the case in the end. I can talk with him about anything and he helps me through it. Especially because I have a fucked up past and feelings I don’t want to often talk about and it doesn’t bother him at all.

I know I might not be the best person and I might not be perfect in aspects but I am glad he likes me for me and to be honest I couldn’t have wished for someone better. Right now he is the person I want in my life most and I am glad he is. I am on the same time super excited for the future but also scared of what it will hold.

For me right now I want to be more open with him and let everyone know I love and care so much about him ^^ I hope I can share our adventures with you and as well as just be happy. I hope I found the one this time. I want to be there for him and help him out as well as I or try to be for others.

I just wanted to share this part of my life because it has made me so much happier. I know not everyone will approve of us and I know some people can be judging about it but I still want you guy’s to know how important he has been to me. we still talk every day and I am always looking forward to it.

anyway i have been rambeling about him for a bit now so I’ll stop ^^ I hope everyone is having an awesome day and otherwise I hope it will get better and to remind everyone I am always open to ask help from. Sometimes it might take a bit of time but still I’ll try to help out. Anyway have a good day ^^

~N

(here is some music you can enjoy ^^ )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hu9OFey0gr0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WU6wtRQ5zdk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHEm_Im7JP4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHUkHCcXuN0