It has been a while from when i uploaded something. i thought it would be fair to explain some things about that because i don't find it honest to leave people in the dark especially the people who support me all the way. (one side note not related to this is that i am going to check out how i can upload better quility art photo's so they are more clear.)
Anyway these last weeks has been a rolecoasterr for me be to be honest. a part of what i left behind with my old school came back to me last week. you probebly think ''okay? what is it?'' and thats the hard part. i have had depresion for a long while and i got better or atleast the last year i have been working on it so i would feel better and it worked but i also have depressing times. it is hard to explain. it just kicks in somethimes and that is the worst. i had this week. this week i have been feeling alot better. but that was a reason to stay away for a while. i needed to work on myself as wel as that i had worked from 2 pm to 2 am in the morning for like a whole week and that was reallu nice because i could be with family. (and i dont have that because i have really busy school days) the only thing was that i was exhasuted as well. this weekend is my first weekend where i can really relax for a while without school, friends or work and i am happy i can finally do that.
So that where the reasons that i stayed awat for a bit. i am not sure when the next depressing period comes but i hope it gets better sooner than. i just want to upload a bit more again so i won't leave you guys alone. i cant promise anything because then i would be lying but i am going to try my best to give better quility art photo's as well that i want to start to a new project.
So about the project:
while i was alone i lissend to ASMR i know it sounds weird and it is :p anyway i needed someone to say to me that i was okay and i lissend to some anime friend ones. i felt a little bit alone at night when i didn't want to talk to people. and that helped me through some hard nights while having horrible thoughts. someone comforted me with sweet words and said it would be okay. and that is what i needed. and i wanted to do the same :p
I don't want to start one of those weird ASMR's where they smack into the mic because i hate that. but one where you just normally can lissen to where when you need it someone comforts you. it will be nothing weird like eating a cucomber or something XD but i want that if people feel terrible and they need someone but have nobody to talk to they can lissen to that and they feel better. like there is someone who really cares about you. i was planning to call it Goodnight:(insurt name) and so you can choose.
I am not planning to do the voice acting myself because i am not really comfortable with how i sound and who i am but i am planning to ask my friends for help (because they have some nice voices) and of course what they say is what i have writen because of course it's my project :P but that was a project i was thinking about mabey it will happen mabey not but i hope it will ^^
anyway i hope that everyone has an awesome day/afternoon/night.
and keep on a smile ^^