Hey Guys, 

So in one of the next weeks i am going to comic con for the first time. as well as i am going for the first time to a convention where i cosplay with my friend (and kinda crush) i made a suprise for her with little key chanes i made in the color of the persons we are cosplaying. the fun part is that those are a couple as well. probebly nobody has an idea what i am talking about or atleast what cosplay i am going to do ^_^ so here is it: 
we are playing as Victor and Yuri from Yuri on ice. i am playing as Yuri (because i am the smallest one and i like him alot) and she is Victor. it is her favorite character and she is the tallest of the two of us so we got both our favorite character. i hope we can see alot of more Yuri on Ice cosplayers on that weekend. i hope as well that i will see alot of awesome cosplayers i am super excited to go because i have been waiting for this to happpen for years. and the most awesome part is that i am going to see a really good friend of mine and that makes it even better so that is awesome. i will update you all when everything happened and mabey share some pictures of the con itself. i am super excited to share the stories i have than ^_^

anyway for now i am going to write a little story. New Friends next part is almost finished but not done yet it will hopefully be done in the next week. anyway enjoy the story ^_^

The Story: 

And again i am awake because i can't sleep. the thoughts of her go through my mind. the things she always does are so freaking cute. i know she is gay and doesn't like boys at all but will she like me? i am her best friend but what if she doesn't like me at all. i know i just grow some balls and say it to her but you know it's harder than you think. i am not the type of person that likes one thign and i deventually am not the typical person someone expects me to be. i am the oppisent of most things so it could be kinda weird if we where toghter.

today she forgot her books at home and because she most of the time sits next to me we had to share my book. it was nice seeing her smile when i offered my book to share. if i didn't the proffecor probebly put her next to a guy and she doesn't want that because the only guy that was sitting on his own was kinda a douchbag. he always does things that or annoy the shit out of the teacher or he tries to get other people mad so he usually pretty onnying and i wouldn't want anything to do with him to be honest. he also has a little group of friends that are trouble makers and i know she doesn't like that at all and tries to stay away from them as much as possible.  

anyway after that lesson we had lunch again. of course we where standing at a table the two off us and usually our little group of two guys that are in the same class as us and my friends usually come hang out around the table as well. it is suprising how from zero friends in the beginning of the year i went to so many friends. i didn't expect that but it is nice. but i only have this year with everyone and than i have to go to the next school and have to make new friends again so that sucks alot. i hope i'll see a couple of them still around that would be really nice.

i made a suprise for her it are 2 bracelets and earlier this year i made a little book that was called: the power of words i think atleast it was called that. she really like that. mabey i could ask her out and give her the bracelet when we do. but who knows it are just fantasys although they are pretty nice onces. 

I put on my ear buds and seach from some relaxing music. i deside to put on the piano covers from the anime Your Lie in April. they have some really awesome and relaxing piano music, after a couple minutes i close my eyes and lissening to the music i slowly fall asleep. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzTCeEj455A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hywHNmUssM4

(remember if you want to give me an idea of what to draw you can tell me on my forum and i will do my best to draw somethimg awesome ^_^  https://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1426954#bbspost26110469_post_text )