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welcome to my little corner of the internet,my name is Nyan or Nyana and i am a non-binary bean who mostly makes
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MchectorII 2017-07-01 12:02:19

It must be very hard for you and many others to have seen the 'memories' left behind during one of the most painful times in modern history.The camps are powerful(and painful) reminders to everyone to never repeat such a mistake but sadly,these things still happen.

I'm glad you're back,so there,there.

NyanaCreation 2017-07-01 12:02:19

Yah it was heart breaking but not only the memorials but just the place itself was mindblowing.
and your right these kind of things should never happen but in some things are used. i hope one day
that will be over.

i'm glad i'm back as well thanks for being there.

VikingWalker 2017-07-01 15:45:15

Human history is full of genocide. Being on the site of one is *not* a pleasant thing.
I know how you feel when you said it was like "people pushed" on your chest and made it hard to breathe. Honorable that you followed the tradition of many of the people tormented there.
I would lay a stone or two myself, there. Promise.

Last year in October I visited Ground Zero in New York, built on the Foundations of the Twin Towers.
It was... awful. The entire area felt like a mausoleum or mass grave, and I behaved like it was.
Some people were laughing, running etc, and I got disappointed in them... you don't do that in cemeteries!
When I entered the museum/ 9/11 memorial itself, I didn't cry until I saw what the world had written to the victims:

NO DAY SHALL ERASE YOU FROM THE MEMORY OF TIME.

That's when I broke down and cried for 10 minutes. Because I realized how much those words meant to me - they describe exactly what I think about my dad........ and no day (the day of his death) will remove him from the memory of time, because his memory will live on as I tell about him to others. (for those of you that don't know: my dad died abruptly when I was 12)

NyanaCreation 2017-07-01 15:45:15

yah history of humans is pretty harsh.
i am glad you understand what the feeling is. it's not somthing usual you have on a daily basses.
and thank you i thought it would be honorable to do one of the traditions.
and i hope you one day can do it as well.

I can imagen how it must have felt when you went there. probebly the same thing i felt in the camp.
and that behavior isn't okay if you go there for the first time as an adult. kids you can forgive because they don't understand yet and you can only explain it to them and hope they understand.

and words are very powerful if you read the right thing. especially with memorials like that. and i know you think about him (your dad) that way, i do the same with people i lost. and i think it's good that you realized what happend there. so it's okay you cried. nothing to be ashamed about.

Jabicho 2017-07-07 05:43:26

Ow, I can imagine how hard it must 've been to be in those places :(

This part of history has been so terrible, and being there, knowing all that happened, can make anyone feel very sad and powerless, but the one thing we can all learn, is just as you say, remember the mistakes that happened, so they never happen again.

I understand about the vibe that some places give, sometimes you can feel uncomfortable just by being in a place and feel all that happened even if it's been a long time.

your writing is so powerful that it made me feel i was there too, and i'm thankful that you shared your experience with us, although it's a sad moment, it's a helpful one so we always remember to grow as people, humans, and become better than our past events :)

NyanaCreation 2017-07-07 05:43:26

Yah i'm glad you understand the point i made somthing like that should never happen again.

and for the feeling it was terrible after we got back i still have trouble walking around and thinking about it. it really took a tole on me and i needed time to recover and gain energy again because this was not ok.

thanks i tried to bring everything over the best i could and that i did that for you makes me happy to hear that even though like you said it's a sad moment i could bring over the things i felt and have seen. i'm glad this could mean somthing to someone ^_^

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