Oh..wow...
So much strange things happened.
I'm glad to see you there.
welcome to my little corner of the internet,my name is Nyan or Nyana and i am a non-binary bean who mostly makes
art, stories and audio. my goal is to make your day a bit brighter with the content that i make. i hope we can have some good times toghter.
Beginner Game Artist
somewhere in space <3
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not sure if the strange thing includes me but i am glad to be here.
If you cannot make out guilt in his words, he either doesn't know what hurting a girl means, or he doesn't care. But believe me, when they really care, boys will do anything to gain thd trust back. Saying stuff like you did will amplify this situation to a certain extent too.
i hope i am worth gaining trust from then :/ i am not interly sure what he thinks of the whole thing and we haven't been able to talk about it. anyway thanks for the trusting words. (also thanks for reading the whole thing it was quite alot) anyway i hope everything will turn out okay in the end.
Wow,a hundred fans,that is so cool! I hope things work out between you and him,and that even if it doesn't,you stay strong and don't let that break you,no matter how bad it hurts. Sincerely hope things go well for you though.
yah it's insane never thought it would happen ^^ and i hope it works out as well but it hasn't been fixed yet so i'll see what happends. i'll try to be strong but can't promise that i will be through the whole thing but i'll do my best to fix it.
Oh, what a tragedy... my dear Nyana... I know how painful this is for you (though it could be more painful). I hope you get the answers you look for, and can rest a bit easier when this mystery and uncertainty is over with.
Something similar happened to me, once. The following confusion was hard to bear, not easy to distract myself from. I hope you are more successful! (plushy-hug)
Know that you can contact me if you want ^_^
i do my best to be as productive as possible. writing has always helped so that will probebly be my way to feel better (so @TheEihghtHour could expect some scripts :p) but yah i am doing the best i can. and your support with others has helped alot.
That’s terrible to read and I hope both of you will get back together.Stay strong!
we did but we haven't been able to properly talk about it with him what bugs me alot because i need to talk things out otherwise i can be stuck with it for months. but i will try to do my best to get everything okay again.
@MchectorII @NyanaCreation I hope both of you will be able to find the time to discuss and move on.
You really have been through alot lately. At least you'll have some time to relax next week.
I don't know what that guy did or said to you, but please be careful. If he still acts like that, is better to just be apart. Toxic relationships can be way too hurtful. I speak from experience
Also, never think like you're not worth love or that you don't deserve to be happy. No matter how life treats you or how bad things may seem. You deserve love and you deserve happiness and no one has the right to act like you don't *hugs*
Unfortunally that is my life, one moment it is okay and the moment that it goes wrong my whole life goes to shit. usually that goes on for a couple months i have a break and then the cycle starts over again. anyway yah time to relax.
i won't go into details about what he said but i know i have to keep that in mind. i talked to him about it yesterday a bit and said he had to talk to me about it if he ever had doubts again just to prefent mistakes again and i told him he had to work to get me back fully again but he is not a bad guy but thanks for the advice and warning.
and to be honest i don't think i deserve it. never believed it when i was youngher and that hasn't changed. if your life fucks you over so many times you kinda stop believing in it. like when it happends its great and i like charich it with all my heart but still. like people say i deserve it but i am not so sure if i do to be honest it's not like i am a good person i guess. i might be idk i just do what feels right anyway. i'll see what life brings but right now thats a whole bag of shit but thanks for the support Drake your always very nice when your able to comment. would love to see you more around *hugs back*
Bad expirience is still usefull expirience. I guess now you can escape from this situation without hard feelings. Stay strong, lady and keep moove forward. New horisons awaits for you!
Bad experience aren't fun though even if they are also something you can learn from. but luckly it has been talked out and he is trying to fix it. but he is trying his best and i am doig my thing and feeling a whole lot better but thanks for the support.
Dear nyana, first of all, congrats on reaching 100 fans! :D you're an amazing artist and person, so you'll get a lot more :D
I'm sorry to hear about what happened with the guy you were with, and always remember that you decide when to stop or when to trust, it's always hard for others to tell since they didnt live the same things as you did as a couple, so always trust yourself in your decisions :)
If you gave him a second chance, hope he can keep up to it, and as you said, it won't be easy to recover your trust but I really hope he can do it, since you deserve always the best :)
Congratulations on the 100 fans! I should be your 105th if my counting isn't totally off. Sorry to hear you've had a less than great time lately, but keep your head up - Having shitty experiences is a part of life and a part of growing up. You'll ultimately come out of the other end of it as a better and stronger person with a greater worldview. Do some drawing, hang out with some other friends, just try not to focus too heavily on the negatives.
Hope things get better soon,
C
i get that it gets better but if you know my life in detail it happends way to much but yah atleast there are a couple good sides. i am a bit better now not all the way but i am taking my time to recover from everything mentally and from everything that has happend but thanks ^^ i really appreaciate you commenting. thank you ^^ (also thanks for following your i think indeed the 105th person so i guess welcome i hope you enjoy what i make in the future ^^ )
Y'know, it's been a really long time since I've actually said anything to you, but here I am now. First off, I just wanted to say congratulations on 100 fans! You really deserve every single one of us supporting you.
Seems repetitive enough, but just like some others have said, your bad experiences is just life playing itself out. What ever bad happens should come something good after, so don't worry if you think you're just gonna be in some shithole for the longest time. Also whatever you can learn from your bad experience, you should really do so. The wonders of learning from an experience can really save you a lot of time and trouble here and there.
Your sketches are getting better by the day, I can see lots of improvement and a lot more potential, so keep up the good work, it'll definitely pay off :)
If there are some other problems at the moment that are going on, I hope they get better and everything get's better in the end.
Have a nice day,
JustAPunnyGuy
it's fine if you don't react always i know your are one of the first people who have been supporting me. but thanks ^^ i am glad people think i am worth following.
life goes on i know and i try to learn from it but my life hasn't been fun from the beginning and sometimes your just tired of it. i am doing better now and some problems have been lifted and i am feeling better although nightmares have returned (again) but further it is better.
i have been going to an Game artist study so i have alot more sketeches but haven't posted them yet. i have been more busy with audio's and writing and seeing but thanks in believing in me that means alot ^^
Excuse me, when will you type the n/a? If you dont type that thing, then whats your gender, and how old are you? -.-
i had an gender before but i removed that as well as i don't identify as either male or female. you might not understand but that's for me as well as i won't tell my age. age and where your from as well as gender forms an image about me, who i am and more even before people get to know you. i find it more important that people get to know me instead of how old i am or what gender i am.
i also kinda wonder why your asking this because i honestly don't think it's important at all.
Ayy... :)
Hi??
It is so cool to be listed in the number of people love you! I would like to hear more from you as well you know. The phone works both ways. LOL.
i am not sure if people love me but thanks. i try to keep in touch but i have been working my ass of. i honestly have been over working myself and took a couple days off. i'm planning to write a new post soon as well as respond to some messages (jncluding yours) but not dead yet just know that i am very busy with everything going on. sorry f i dissapointed you and others.
@AdventVoice @NyanaCreation It is fine, as long as you excuse my bad behavior as well.
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