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NyanaCreation
welcome to my little corner of the internet,my name is Nyan or Nyana and i am a non-binary bean who mostly makes
art, stories and audio. my goal is to make your day a bit brighter with the content that i make. i hope we can have some good times toghter.

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A Bad Day..

Posted by NyanaCreation - January 17th, 2018


Hey Guy's 

So today wasn't really my day. it was first of all a long day in Classes and i was exhausted as well as everyone seems to leave me in the dirt when i ask for help, and of course today was nothing different. i feel a bit better from when i came home but still i was not happy. some guy in one of my classes just said he ''was tired'' with the face that he was lying and that gets me frustrated. people here seem so heartless. i asked if he could help me lift up somthing super heavy and just an end off that thing. he just slammed it down while it isn't so hard. further my friends seem to be having fun with each other while i feel left out.. and that sucks. i know i have always been the odd one and i seek ways to not show that i am upset because it hurts people but this time i can't hide it. 

It feels like the whole world is against me while it is probebly not but still. i know there are people (awesome people) that are open to help, and atleast one girl helped me and i send her a message with a long thanks because she deserves to know that. still i feel trapped, with some friends , with myself and some more things but i can't get out. 

mabey it was just the day, mabey the universe wanted it to happen that way. or mabey it was some person in the clouds or something else. it depends on what you believe in. i just have to keep my head up high right? i don't want to fall down the hole of depression again. atleast i could get it off my chest for a bit. so thanks for lissening. 

i really appreaciate every single one of you and i hope mabey one day i'll say hello to you. 
I hope you all have an awesome day and stay positive ^_^ 

~N 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShZ978fBl6Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obmmlMpeRvs


Comments

Hello :)
Hope your days get better everyday, you can count on me sending my best wishes for you :)

Hey,
I am happy you care for me that makes going trough days like that alot easier. thanks.